Sunday, December 13, 2009, 7:26 PM
Iffah Ihua ♥ Yamato Takeru
Hey readers,,
This feeling is haunting me everyday ) :
Can i just get rid of it? Why must i feel this way?
I wanna be normal like other people around me..
Why are u being so unfair?
U make my day but not evertime.. I want you to know how i feel
But i can't bring myself together to tell you..Why?!
The feeling of fear is still inside..
I can't get rid off it no matter hoe hard i try ):
Can someone explain to me.. What is happening to me?
I know maybe I'm not as good like the others..
But for once can you give me a chance to prove it?
People get the chances tat they need.. but why not me?
Why is it taking forever for the day to come?
Why?!
Sometimes,, i feel like giving up but the people around me told me not too..
I'm confused.. i'm scared that what i'm doing is wrong..
I don't wanna go through it again & again..
I have gone through it to many times..
You make my day.. almost everyday..
The days that i used to have with my beloved ex..
But everythig with hym have been erase from my lyfe..
EVERY SINGLE THING!
Lat week i kept thinking about my ex..
& i kept msging hym.. I know i'm nuts..
But i can't help it.. Sometimes i'm an IDIOT..
He used my feelings and im still trying to get hym..
I need you to help me get rid of hym from my lyfe..
I have been with hym for 1 year plus.. and i still have difficulty getting rid of hym..
I NEED YOUR HELP!
Can i have that chance? im not begging you.. you can take your tyme...
And i'm in no hurry..
TEARS OF VEXATION & CHAGRIN ):
This feeling is haunting me everyday ) :
Can i just get rid of it? Why must i feel this way?
I wanna be normal like other people around me..
Why are u being so unfair?
U make my day but not evertime.. I want you to know how i feel
But i can't bring myself together to tell you..Why?!
The feeling of fear is still inside..
I can't get rid off it no matter hoe hard i try ):
Can someone explain to me.. What is happening to me?
I know maybe I'm not as good like the others..
But for once can you give me a chance to prove it?
People get the chances tat they need.. but why not me?
Why is it taking forever for the day to come?
Why?!
Sometimes,, i feel like giving up but the people around me told me not too..
I'm confused.. i'm scared that what i'm doing is wrong..
I don't wanna go through it again & again..
I have gone through it to many times..
You make my day.. almost everyday..
The days that i used to have with my beloved ex..
But everythig with hym have been erase from my lyfe..
EVERY SINGLE THING!
Lat week i kept thinking about my ex..
& i kept msging hym.. I know i'm nuts..
But i can't help it.. Sometimes i'm an IDIOT..
He used my feelings and im still trying to get hym..
I need you to help me get rid of hym from my lyfe..
I have been with hym for 1 year plus.. and i still have difficulty getting rid of hym..
I NEED YOUR HELP!
Can i have that chance? im not begging you.. you can take your tyme...
And i'm in no hurry..
TEARS OF VEXATION & CHAGRIN ):
Iffah Ihua ♥ Yamato Takeru
