My Love For U Will NEver End

2010-03-19T01:23:00.003+08:00

ALONE:

Everything changes for a reason..

I feel so alone with nobody to turn to..

Everyone is busy with their own stuff..

Maybe i'm meant to be alone..

Teas rolling slowly down my cheeks..

Only i know how exactly it feels..

Why must i always feel this way?

What's the use of you?

When you're not there when i need you?

Many of my questions are left without an answer..

2010-03-17T19:20:00.003+08:00

Bored ):

Updating this blog of mine in front of the TV..

AT the same time watching Adnan Sempit..

Tomorrow i'm working from 12 till 5pm ):

I shall update at night later tc

2010-03-17T13:04:00.003+08:00

Currently waiting for the time o past till 1.15pm..
Will be heading out very soon..
Planing to meet Sis later but still not sure yet..
Yesterday was an awesome night & devastating night for me..
Both at the same time..
Husain tried to cheer me up..
Faizal destroy everything..
Husain still have not confirm if he could meet me & sis..
since he already own a bike..
Hahha.. He planned to take me from work..
& i told him let me see how first..
So sweet of him..
He knows that i was having trouble with Faizal yesterday..
I tot he would be angry or what so ever..
But his not.. He kept asking me to call Faizal..
But when Faizal called what do i get..
Scolding & shouting..
What The Hell Is Wrong With You?!

2010-03-15T22:36:00.004+08:00

I cannot hold on any longer..
I just can't..
I did everything that i can..
But everything that i did just..
haix it's okey.. Let it only be me who knows how exactly i feel & what i'm going thru!!!!!

2010-03-15T19:54:00.003+08:00

Currently not doing anything..
Waiting for the laundry to be done..
Hubby suddenly went offline not sure why..
I've told him that i will be right back..
But when i went online again he was not online..
Haix..
Did i do anything wrong by going pffline to restart my laptop?
Isit always my fault?
I was thinking of webcam-ing with him..
But... Hmmmmm..
My facebook is having problems..
I wanted to play Social City but due to something i have difficulty playing it..
DAMN!
gtg!

2010-03-15T00:52:00.003+08:00

Too bad hubby didn't get to tag along with us ):

We had tons of fun!

Waiting for the next outing that will come soon..

*Sis,Me,Inah,Kak Izan*

So as what i have planned..

We went to Marina Square to have our dinner which is my treat (:

It was quite fun & there's lots of laughter & smiles among my love ones (:

So went out with my auntie's family & my family (:

The among spent is below my budget as expected (:

*Mama,Papa,Me & Mum*

So Papa did follow..

Really happy that he manage to follow even when he is still feeling not quite well..

At first we had trouble figuring out what to eat..

But with the help of "experts" we manage to buy the pizza that meet everyones taste..

*The photo is a bit blur*

*Me,Mum & Dad outside Pizza Hut waiting to be seated (:*

2010-03-14T12:42:00.004+08:00

When your in love everything tend to change..

You will as if your the happiest person on EARTH..

But you don't think of any outcome or obstruction that shall come in your lyfe later on..

I know that feeeling is great..

I felt that way too..

Just like this heart shape there's ups & down's in a relationship..
Whatever happen you & your patner need to overcome it together with teamwork (:
There will always be solution to everything..

BACK TO EARTH! (:
Okey.. hubby will not tagging along today as he had stuff to be done..
Kind of dissapointed but what can i do right..
So will be going out later (:
Can't wait to see all the clothings..
Only seeing not buying (: hehehe..
Pay is still not in yet..
Hubby's pay slip is with me..
Hubby reached Singapore at 6am just now..
He gave me a txt msg..
Tomorrow is my day off again! YIPEE!
Need long working hours again..
I need money ):
Haix..
This week i'm taking short hours of working..
Nxt week i don't give a damn i need to work long hours to get enough pay to buy my school stuff that yet to be bought..
Told lifeng about my plans in april once school open..
YES! She gave me 1 month break!..
Then she told me she wants me to work only once a week..
Lucky she understand me (:
Not like VERON..
Not Comment..
Currently playing Social city..
After playing Social City, I'm playing cafe world (:

2010-03-14T00:07:00.003+08:00

Really miss this guy above! hehe (:

Currently on my bed with this laptop of mine updating this blog! (:

Eating pizza as well..

Damn hungry ):

hubby have already left for JOHOR..

I'm so lonely ):

Hubb will be working same time as me on Tues !!

I love hym (:

Listening to music in this laptop..

I'm playing social city on Facebook..

Just now at work there's Bai, Is & Syed..

They are the best..

Even when i'm the only malay gurl i don't feel lonely (:

Did food in the morning & soup in the evening..

Tomorrow can't wait!! Will be going out with my family my close auntie (:

Inah & not forgetting kak izan!!!

Hahahaha..

they are the best!

GTg! Shall update in the morning again!! (:

2010-03-13T00:26:00.003+08:00

Hey..
Is already 12.30am i guess & i'm still in front of this laptop..
Ouh god! IFFaH BETTER GET YOUR SLEEP..
I'm wroking tomorrow..
From 12-10pm..
Full shift! Damn! Hope i will not get tired easily..
Hoping my backbone can stay strong..
went out with my workmates..
shah,marilyn,reen,roy,fadli & faizal..
Hubby is already fast asleep..
He went online on facebook just to change the relationship status..
SWIT KAN.. Hehehehe...
I guess that's all i shal update..
Will update soon.. GOOD NIGHT! (:

2010-03-12T00:59:00.003+08:00

Its like so late at night..
& i'm still not asleep..
Tomorrow i'm working from 12 till 5pm..
Strting work again afetr such a long rest that includes the pain in my backbone..
I hope this tyme i won't over work myself (:
I just need more income to buy my needs for school ):
Where can i get it besides earning it..
haix.. I'm bored..
I'm so confused with my felationship status right now..
So many things is in my head..
Too many stuff to think about..
SKOOL,, WORK,, 2nd JOB,, HOME!
I shall update tomorrow evening (: tc

2010-03-11T16:12:00.003+08:00

This is me whem i'm super bored..

taking picture is my favourite thing (:

Sis was in the room & i was at the dinning table..

Invite her to opan webcam & we took all this pics (:

Hahaha.. there's also some pics with me & su but i won't upload it (:

With my ugly face in it yesterday..

Hahahaha!!!

I WANNA WEBCAM WITH HUBBY!!!!

LOVE HUBBY SO MUCH!

MUAKS!

2010-03-11T11:45:00.004+08:00

Pissed Off!!!!!

Some people just want to pin-point fingers to other people before investigating..
I'm here trying to tell the truth but end up diferrent things came to my life..
I just want it to stop..
I can't take it anymore..
To whoever who change the stupid password please own up..
I swear i didn't change that damn stupid password..
But it's all up to the person to believe ot or not..
& i know that person will never ever trust me again..
if you think that's the best solution.. Fine we shall end it here alright..
I know you're superb mad at me..
but it's all in your hands to believe it or not..
If you wants it to end then that's the way it shalll be..
I won't force you to stay or leave..
it's up to you.. the choice is yours..
Now then you know how mad i was yesterday.. Haix..
I hope you will give me your decision/final say.. ASAP..

P.S.: I'm telling the truth but its up to you to decide it.. )':

2010-03-10T20:44:00.003+08:00

Currently msging & listening to songs..
I'm bored ):
went to teach.. everyting went smoothly as expected..
sis wanted to use my laptop but too bad she didn't know the password..
So she could not log in..
Kecian... (:
Gtg

2010-03-10T12:58:00.005+08:00

Boys will be boys..

There will never be changes..

they will still be the same..

SUCKERS!!!

2010-03-10T11:08:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..
How are you?
I hope your fine..
I'm 17 finally..
But damn! Its too fast the days/years pass..
The first person to wish me in advanced was Shakina.. My YSS friend..
Then was Ibu and Hidayat..
At 12am was Hubby!
Then is was ayoo & nami..
At 12.18am i was fast asleep then hubby called me asking to call him back..
I was damn tired.. didn't say much so i just give hubby a call..
Suddenly hubby was saying "one,two three!"
I was a bit blur.. Then all his cousin say in unison "Happy Birthday To You"
I was shocked.. Hahaha!!!
So cute sey them..
Then got one of hubby cousin siong me a birthday song..
CUTE KAN! hahaha..
Love them just like my own abg.. Hehehe..
faizal just wished me.. I meant faizal said..
Not faizal amran..
HAHAHA!! That one is my hubby (:
Mum & dad will be going out soon not sure to where..
As for me i will be teaching at 4pm..
will be going out at 3.15pm..
Now is only 11.30..
I'm HUNGRY!!!! hahahaha
Will be updating again later.. My laptop battery is running low need to charge it (:
Tc!

2010-03-09T19:54:00.003+08:00

I'm so sleepy ):
Haix.. Went to watch TV just now..
I txted hubby but no reply..
saw him online.. But he went offline after a few second..
What happen to hym?
I'm just so confused..
Sis is palying the comp..
I'm stuck at my laptop (:
Hahaha..
watched dikir putri jut now..
Quite lame the show..
wHAT to do.. just nid to pass my time..
Hubby reply my msn at last..
Going to working on Friday ):
sat will be working full shift..
OUH GOD!
Chatting with amalina..
About school.. school is strting soon.. ):
Sad!!!!!
Hahaha.. I'm going nuts! hahaha
GTG..

2010-03-09T16:03:00.003+08:00

currenlty damn tired..
had to go back to school to give the payslip..
It slip my mind to put it together..
still no msg from hubby..
Dad helped me to download the msn software..
Trying to adjust myself to use the laptop..
chatting with sis & nik right now (:
Still suffering using the laptop..
hahahaha (:
update later (:

2010-03-08T11:29:00.003+08:00

I'm super bored..

Alone at home again..

Dad is at work, Mum is at the Mosque, Sis went for her nurse checkup..

& brother is in school..

As for me will be going out at about 3.15pm

Tomorrow will be a bit tiring as i need to wake up early to go school with Dad & Mum..

): ):

Hubby text me early in the morning at about 6.50am..

I was kind of distracted trying to get my sleep..

So i was creating a restaurant city account..

& It's way confusing..

I still prefer cafe world (:

Hmm...

What shall i teach today..

Maybe Science & Malay..

English & maths shall be on Wednesday..

I still have not marked their books..

Shall mark it at 12pm (:

GTG

2010-03-08T00:45:00.001+08:00

Hoping To Last (:

2010-03-08T00:29:00.003+08:00

I totally miss this guy (:

He make my day..

But at times we do have our problems..

But we manage to find a solution to each of that problem..

"Kter Miss Awak!"

"Awak Miss Kter tk?"

These are the words that we usually ask each other..

Either in SMS or MSN.. (:

2010-03-08T00:17:00.004+08:00

As you can see it's already Monday & i'm still not asleep..

Hubby reach Singapore at 9pm just now..

Was msging him then he went silent which means he is fast asleep..

My Hubby So Adorable (:

Guess what..

Just now out of a sudden my EVIL SIDE appear in me..

I went into Hubby's msn..

IFFAH YOUR SO EVIL!!!!

I know right...

I wasn't supposed to do that..

Damn! I hope hubby will not find out unless he read my blog ):

I'M SORRY FAIZAL..

Went to Sunplaza with family just now..

Ate MacDonalds..

Out of a sudden a txt msg from someone from FB..

Asking me bout my age & if he could have my number..

Obviously NO WAY!

Hahaha..

I'm Only Available to Faizal (:

PEACE!

2010-03-07T17:28:00.004+08:00

I'm currently damn bored..

My backbone is still in pain but not as bad as in the morning..

Much more better after a long sleep i had just now..

Mum just got home from a wedding invitation..

Roy also didn't turn up for work..

Not sure why..

Hmm... Wondering if Reen did go work..

Played cake maniac just now to kill the time (:

Hubby is still not back in Singapore yet..

I'm hoping he will be back soon..

So i can chat with him & kill my boredom..

Damn! Today is so hot..

Not sure why the atmosphere or weather seems to be so hot nowadays..

Oh yeah i need to prepare my lesson for tomorrow..

Tomorrow i'm not going out..

Still need some rest..

Hoping that my backbone will be okey by tomorrow..

I so can't bear the pain..

2010-03-07T09:21:00.004+08:00

Currently playing Hidayat's cafe world..

Didn't manage to go work due to my backbone aching badly..

Have been aching since Friday night ):

& today the aching pain became worst ):

Now playing Hubby's cafe world without him knowing.. Hahaha (:

Hubby is at JB with his parents..

Not sure what time he will be back..

Yesterday he reached home late as he went out with his uncle & friends..

& didn't get any sleep..

Sunday is coming nearer..

Trying to hold on to the amount of money that i got (:

Hehehe..

Maybe a total of 13 people will be joining (:

MTV is playing the song title: 1 time (:

Nice song..

Maybe i shall put it as my blog song..

Now looking through all his song..

The singer is Justin Beiber (:

Cute guy! (:

2010-03-07T01:01:00.004+08:00

I'm so damn lethargic ):

Lucky tomorrow is the last day of work then i can get my sufficient rest for 4 days (:

Work was extremely bad ):

Only i know how it feels..

Went to accompany Reen to find her PS3 HeavyRain game..

Chatting with Nik right now..

AS you can see I have made my blog public (:

Hehehe (:

Told Hyatt all th school stuff that have to be done..

Tues have to head down to RP ):

Troublesome!

Just now went to challenger saw the laptop at $1599 only

& its HP Pavillion

Superb flambouyant..(:

Isit the correct spelling?

I know my spelling sucks (:

hahaha..

Gtg need some rest

Nite SWIT HEARTS (: (:

2010-03-06T00:49:00.003+08:00

If you still want to work there..

Go ahead i can't stop cause it's your dad's decision..

I' no one to them..

You promise to never leave me and now..

What is your explanation..

You take care of yourself you don't have to worry about me..

Cause i can take care of myself & i'm no one to you..

YOU WILL DEFINITELY BE DIFFERENT WHEN YOU RETURN..

)':

2010-03-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

Currently deleting all the msges that i was suppose to be waiting..

There's tons of it!

The stupid Pin number..

But i didn't insert the pin due to my KESABARAN..

I kept pressing the button below & now the pin is sent to me tons..

Tomorrow working ):

So i did my enrolment particulars online..

Will be heading to RP on Tuesday instead of Monday

As dad got to attend work..

At the same time will be taking my passport photo

& asking tons of enquiries on the subsidy!

Kind of pissed of when we can't get the subsidy..

WTH!!!

But dad said to give it a try..

Dad was also kind of pissed off..

But tat doesn't include my sister's pay yet..

What if it includes my sister's pay..

IT'S A DEFINITE NO SUBSIDY!

Damn!

NYP is have not receive there enrolment package..

That's all for now (:

*SMILES

2010-03-03T10:53:00.003+08:00

Currently watching toothfairy for the 2nd time (:

I so can't wait to watch Alice In Wonderland (:

Chatting with ahmad fro a while..

Hubby is not working!

Hmm.. Shud i meet hym? Or shud i not?

I manage to get 5 daes off for next week..

Doing to RP on Tuesday to get myself a laptop..

& to send all the requirement letters..

Now chatting with hubby on the phone (:

2010-03-01T11:51:00.005+08:00

It's only 11.50am..

I'm still abit sleeping..

Sitting in front of this computer updating my blog..

Just now i log in to my CAFE WORLD & serve the food (:

Guess what! i lost my name tag ):

Sad or what?! Hahahaha!!!

Yesterday Hubby had to leave from work cause of his mum..

Pity him.. Wanted to work but something happen..

Then, I had to take his place as CSR with Zandra..

We did have some problems at first but manage to solve it together with Paolo's help (:

I was supposed to be ordertaker.. ):

Faiz, Thaib, Ismardhi, Faizal & me.. We were the malay people who is working on the floor (:

The others also came to work..

Joanna, Zandra, Jayann, Marilyn, Ryan, Coco, Dun, Tina, Winnie & May..

Tomorrow working from 12 till closing ):

Wednesday off again! (:

I hope this Sat I can go out with Hubby! (:

2010-02-27T23:28:00.003+08:00

Received a letter from RP..

Ouh GOD! so many steps need to be followed..

): ):

So i shall drag dad to buy laptop with me on the 8 march since it's my off day (:

Need to return the application form..

Damn! i myself is confused about it..

Shall read it through again..

Good news!! I'm starting work at 2pm tomorrow (:

AT least i can rest abit longer (:

Now msging with hubby (:

got to go (:

TC!

2010-02-26T23:24:00.003+08:00

I'm home.. I know it's kind of late..

Hahaha But mum know where exactly i am just now (:

Did had conflict with Hubby just now while on the way home..

Shouldn't elaborate more on it..

But we are fine now..

Tomorrow end at 9pm.. Hubby plan to fetch me but not sure if he could make it (:

Zandra is doing fine.. Getting better only that just now at work she fell & now her hand is swollen..

Me & Roy did bar just now.. NICE! (:

I'm the drink server & she is bar..

Did have a lot of fun with Winnie, Lulu & Tina (:

Laughing & chatting..

We ended at 5pm & Tina & Lulu took over..

They we asking us to leave early as they don't know what to do.. Hahaha..

Hahahaha.. Funny them.. (:

2010-02-26T19:25:00.002+08:00

Currently at Tampines..

I'm so bored ):

ate KFC just now.. hehehe..

Tomorrow working from 12 till 9..

sis is not at home..

mum is sick & dayat is alone..

Will be heading home at around 9 i guess (:

Hubby is talking with his friend right now (:

Me with his lappy.. hahaha (:

2010-02-26T01:04:00.003+08:00

I'm now on hubby's facebook account..

Playing with his cafe world (:

My cafe world is in good progress..

& also msging hubby about his progress (:

Just now Is sent me, kak su & reen home (:

I miss hubby ):

Haix..

Hubby is outside.. not sure where with his cousins all & friends (:

Yesterday talked with all of them on the phone..

Kecoh giler! hahahahaha (:

2010-02-24T20:02:00.003+08:00

So basically i'm back at home..

DAMN! working from 1 till 10pm tomorrow..

Hoping that i won't be alone (:

Went to buy MacDonalds just now.. alone -.-

At sembawang..

Abg Aziz was working over there..

Abg Saiful also (: but his not working but eating..

Hahaha.. Talked to him for a while..

Then lined up to buy dinner..

Then while waiting for my food abg Saiful had to leave..

So went beside me and talk to abg Aziz..

Ouh god! They know about Faizal..

Abg Aziz says its the fact.. better to be honest (:

It's definitely true what Abg Aziz says (:

Hubby is at Seletar if i'm not wrong doing his project..

He didn't txt me ):

So sad )':

Hope his back home early..

Meet him at work tomorrow (:

Hahahaha (:

Now i'm playing cafe world.. I'm so addicted to it..

I WANT COFFEE BEAN & STARBUCKS!

P.S.: ZUL I HOPE U WILL HELP ME WITH THE TRANSFER (:

2010-02-24T13:34:00.005+08:00

Me & hubby (:

Both bored so we took a pic (:
Nice face Faizal =.=

2010-02-22T23:35:00.004+08:00

Sebelom mengata family orang lain..

Lebih baik tengok at your family sendiri..

& lebih baik tgk kat prangai kau dulu yg suke menipu..

Ckp kat org lain lain.. Blg aku lain..

Da malas nk entertain this kind of nonsense..

Dulu masa _____ sanggup sia tipu..

Mepek sia this prangai of yours..

Kau g tgk dulu uh prangai ____ kau sebelom mengata ____ aku..

Seme org ada kekurangan nyer..

Kau pon ada kekurangan nyer..

Prangai kau tu yg shud ubah first b4 saying people la sis..

Bler kau da penat nnt kau diam uh..

Thats what people usually do..

P.S.: Sape Makan Cilli Rase Lah Pedas Nyer (: HAHAHAHA!!!

2010-02-22T23:10:00.003+08:00

3 post in one day!

Cool or what!

Hahaha.. Guess what.. I bought 2 tubes for $21.90..

2 jeans which is skinny fit & slim fit for $46.90..

A pair of slipper for $26.90..

A lot right! then hubby so called blanje me makan.. (:

SAYANG DIER! MUAKX!!

Went for shopping with Reen..

She bought 2 pair slippers for her friend & her bro..

She bought a snow cap for $9 at forever 21..

Then head to watson to buy Reen's stuff (:

We went our separate ways at about 10.05pm..

Me & Hubby took the train while Reen took the bus home..

Hubby sent me till Sembawang MRT.. Then he will go back to Yishun to take the bus 969 (:

Now msging with Hubby (:

He is so happy that we spent time together..

As for Wednesday i will be staying home & rest..

Till the next pay comes (:

Not to forget I need to get Shafika tuition book (:

I need to buy it by Wednesday..

I did enjoy my time with hubby & reen today..

It's been a long time since i feel this way..

Buying my expensive stuff! THAT'S REALLY IFFAH!!!!

2010-02-22T10:38:00.003+08:00

I so need to get to bed & sleep again..

Will be waking up at 12 to iron my clothes & off to teach..

Told dad to tell mum that i will be going to Orchard to shop..

Dad says ok..

I hope mum will be fine with it..

Last week for the both days of my off day..

I stayed home & play computer..

As for today will be going out since hubby really wants to go out instead of staying at home..

Tomorrow working from 12 till 10pm..

Hubby working from 11 till 5pm..

So good sey..

Still not sure when he will be able to go to school ):

Kecian dier..

GTG!

2010-02-22T00:43:00.003+08:00

I'm still in my work clothes..

Still finding a place to be transfer..

Hubby also wants a transfer..

As for me...i will be heading to the north area!

Or maybe compasspoint (:

Zul is already over there..

Will be meeting hubby tomorrow to do shopping!!

Maybe heading to Somerset 313..

FOREVER 21!!!!!

I'm working till closing for 3 days!!!

I'm so making $$.. hahaha (:

Chatting with hubby right now..

Just now had break with Reen..

Roy finished work at 5pm..

So chat with Reen and bluetooth all my old pics (:

while working.. Chat with Yunos & Li Fang..

Me & Reen was begging Lifang for the CURRY ZAZZLE..

But ): Too bad she still won't give us for now..

No matter what.. I will keep trying!! Hahahaha

We extended our break by 15 mins..

Thx to Lifang (:

She came to us & say our break has ended so i said..

Another 5 min please & she said ok..

She ask to help fold the boxes but they manage to finish it..

After 5 mins me & Reen went to Li fang asking if we can go to the washroom..

She said ok & after going to the washroom,, go bck to your own station..

So me & Reen took our own sweet time! (:

So that's how we end up having our break 45mins..

(: (: (:
Today there's not lots of customers (:

Had great fun with Faiz.. Hahaha

Hubby came to fetch me (:

Then sat outside cheers with Reen & hubby for awhile..

den head back home

The bus came.. I plan to miss it but Reen & Hubby stood there waiting for me to enter the bus..

So i have no choice but to take it (:

Reach home early!! At 12am (:

P.S.: Just Find It Lame Lah! Get A Life People! WAKE UP!

2010-02-21T12:38:00.003+08:00

Updating at this time..

Going to get ready for work in 10 mins time..

Mum is not at home..

Only me sis Dayat & dad..

YES! Tomorrow is my off day!

Can't wait.. Can rest (:

Not to forget i can't wait for 14 march!

Haha Family gathering! (:

Gtg Tc (:

2010-02-20T23:32:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I just feel my life SUCKS!

But at the same time GREAT!

It's just that there nothing special happening..

My life is full of boredom..

): ): ): ):

Only i know how exactly it feels..

If only i can turn the clock backwards..

Haix.. Haix.. Haix..

As per Normal..

Working from 12 till 10pm just now..

Quite tough but i'm used to it..

I'm the food server.. ):

Feet aching badly ):

Fizah didn't came to work..

Roy ended work at 5pm..

Me & Reen till closing.. Same as for tomorrow..

Me & Reen closing..

Hubby came to work but was ask to go home cause of his pale face (* FYI: His face is that way!)

Hubby was kind of pissed off..

So he will only start work on Tuesday..

Planing to go out on Monday But i guess i shall cancel it..

Don't have the feeling of fun to go out ):

P.S.: I WANT HAPPINESS!!!!!!!

2010-02-20T10:06:00.005+08:00

HAPPINESS??

What is the exact meaning of it?

When can we feel our happiness?

Does it feel great?

Does it feel normal?

How can we achieve it?

This are the questions that frequently occurs in my mind..

): ): ): ):

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

2010-02-20T09:47:00.002+08:00

I just editing some stuff at the profile column..

Due to boredom..

Okey.. It's almost 10..

I'm supposed to be taking my bath right now..

Gtg! I will update when i reach home from work later (:

2010-02-19T23:58:00.003+08:00

Blogging even when my tummy is hungry and with my sleepy eyes..

Its 12am..

Hahaha.. YES!!! Got my pay!!!

Hahha.. Hmm..

Still wondering if i should go shopping or stay at home..

Most likely will be staying at home and rest (:

Hehehe...

Tomorrow working from 12 till 10pm..

): ):

Nvr mind as long as i make $$ is good (:

*thumbs up!

Heehe.. Hubby is at JB ):

Will be waiting for his msg soon..

Hoping that he will be working tomorrow..

Starting to miss him already ):

Gtg..

Love Iffah Ihua (:

2010-02-18T19:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!!!!!

I'm on the phone with hubby..

Chatting with him & laughing..

2010-02-17T20:41:00.003+08:00

BLOGING!!!!

Here i am blogging at this time..

Hold on! Will be back in 5 min time (:

5 Minutes.. 5 Minutes... 5 Minutes...

Okey.. I'm back (:

Sorry had to do some washing since i'm working tomorrow..

Today's my off day.. Didn't have any plan so..

Decided to stay at home and rest..

Hubby is in school & will be finishing class in 15 minutes time..

So went to teach just now..

Everything went smoothly.. The time went superb fast..

Since everyone is occupied with stuff which includes me..

AS you can see..

I've change the blogskin..

& YES! I manage to upload a picture of me & hubby at the right hand side (:

I was having difficulties at first..

As planned on 14 march will be having family outing!!!

Need to ask for off!(:

Can't wait! 15 march also have plans already thanks to hubby..

I so need to go out! hahaha..

I myself not sure why.. ??? (*making the blur face*)

Tomorrow working from 12 till 5pm..

Getting my pay VERY SOON!!!

But too bad need to top up my DAMN ez-link card..

2010-02-16T21:38:00.004+08:00

TRUTH & LIES!

You maybe anger cause i kept hearing people saying about you..

I can't help it but to think about it..

You won't understand my situation at all..

I know that's your past BUT I'm afraid that it is still inside you somewhere..

You left me all alone this few days..

May i know why?

People change thats what i'm always thinking..

2010-02-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

Being afraid to let everything out to you..

I kept all the feeling deep inside..

I do not want you to be thinking about my situation..

Don't worry I'M FINE!

You called me your princess..

You make me happy the way i like my lyfe to be like..

Tears are easily form in my eyes..

Cause the hurt that i went through is too much to me..

You may not know how it feels cause it's not you who went through it..

Leaving me alone will make the matter better..

I have the time to think what's happening & trying to gain my self-esteem again..

2010-02-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

Feeling lonely all this while..

But you came to bright my life..

Thanks because of you now i'm happy with the way i am..

I will appreciate whatever you did for me (:

Wishing you all the best in whatever you do..

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY!

2010-02-11T20:20:00.004+08:00

Hey blog (:

How is it going?

as for me.. Today i'm working from 12 till 5pm..

End work & went to eat chicken aglio olio (:

We change the name thanks to Yunos.. Hahahaha!!!

Hahaha. in The bus on the way home,, Sat in the bus..

Its was like a long rode n i was kept closing my eyes..

Really damn tired..

Tomorrow working from 12 till 10pm ):

P.S.: EVERITHING DOESN"T SEEM RIGHT :'(

2010-02-10T10:24:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day is coming do make your couple happy (:
Don't let this moment be a separation between the both of you but a way of getting closer to each other!

2010-02-10T10:13:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

I kept sneezing everytime i woke up in the morning..

Argh! hate it ):

Anyway.. the letter is not here yet ):

Almost everyday i will ask my dad if the letter has arrive..

But no news about it ):

Never mind.. i will still have to wait..

Hubby didn't came to work yesterday cause he had fever...

Damn! Friday, Saturday, Sunday i'm working from 12 till 10pm..

Cool or what..

Hahaha..Work hard, Enjoy hard! (:

2010-02-08T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hey blog!

I just got back from bugig..

Guess what! For the freaking first time..

I went shopping at Bugis Street..

I bought 3 shirt for like $20+..

& bought another 2 shirt for $20...

Hahaha..

Going to wear that for school..

As for my next pay,, Maybe will be heading to Marsiling to buy pants..

Skinnest maybe..

Hehehe.. & of course SKIRT!!!!!

Maybe a dress..

All this is for school! Not forgetting my school shoes!

I told mum about it & she's okey with it..

She's coolie (:

2010-02-08T09:57:00.003+08:00

This was taken while hubby was webcam-ing with sis (: hehehe

So cute!! hehe like small kid (:
I was standing beside sis taking this picture screen.. (:
This was a candid taken by Reen.. Hahaha..
Otw home from Bugis (: We went out together..
Damn! my eyes got eye bags.. :'(

2010-02-08T09:53:00.002+08:00

Its blur :'( ...
Me & Reen..
Mamy Joyce, Reen, Zandra, Jayan & me (:

2010-02-08T09:35:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

Yesterday at work there's a lot of happening..

One is the STUPID customer & the other one is the TWO ASSHOLES!

But for the two assholes i only hate one of them..

As for the customer,,

Get a life la sey! We won't eat your food we are eating our stuff meal ok!

We don't have time to entertain your complains..

FYI.. Your hungry so do we.. You never show us respect for what we what to show you our respect..(STUPID CUSTOMER IS ALWAYS WRONG!)

Better get a life & wake up!

So whatever to that STUPID customer..

I'm going to get ready at 1.30pm.. Since im going out at 2.30 cause i will be meeting hubby later! (:

He said- One day of not meeting is like a 1 week of not meeting.. & 1 week of not meeting is like 1 month of not meeting..

So cute.. Hehehe ((: ((:

So hubby change his number at last.. HAHAHA!!!

Going bugis to do shopping! it's been ages since i did my shopping..

As for the next pay i will need to save some since on the 14 march we as a family will be going out.. it's been like 2 months i've not went out with my family due to work ):

saded..

Now i'm downloading songs to my memory card and my mp3.. Hehehe..

P.S.: I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE WAY YOU ARE! (:

2010-02-07T13:06:00.004+08:00

TRUST IS A BIG WORD!!!!!!!

This the MP3 that i bought for $99.. Isn't it coolie! hehehe..

My MP3 is in white! Hehe.. But i can't deny that it is expensive (:

But i still bought it! YES!!!

2010-02-07T12:51:00.003+08:00

Hey blog!

I'm so damn tired ):

Yesterday worked from 1pm till closing..

& its a non-stop customer entering..

Thanks to that BITCH!

That bitch is a SUCKER!

Whatever we do she must definitely comment..

STEP BESAR.. MENTANG2 ADA LABLE STAR!

Today working from 4pm till closing...

Warren last day is today... Saded ):

Hubby is at changi now doing his school aerospace thingy..

Early in the morning Mrs. ow txted me asking about what course that i got..

So she said that she's happy that i got that course and she wants me to go NUS..

Hehehe.. Can't wait for school to start..

But before that i need to do tons of shopping!

Mum is heading to Peninsula today..

I was asking for her favour to look out for everlast & converse pumps..

Hehehe (:

PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCE HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I so need a new blogskin.. Hmm.. wondering when will i have the time to change it..

Hehehe..

Yesterday i went home..

I sat in the bus beside a guy..

& what a coincidence the guy is also using the exact same phone as me..

& using the earpiece..

Also whilte colour phone..

I was like.. WTH!

But it's coolie.. hehehe... I'm bored.. so i shall find some pics in the net & upload it here.. hehehe..

Love,

Iffah.. (muaks)

P.S.: I will Always Belong To You!

2010-02-06T10:17:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

Okey.. Its 10.20 & i'm still in front of the computer..

Starting work at 1pm..(sigh)

Starting work alone i guess.. Fizah is starting work at 5pm..

Yesterday's closing was superb fast..

We ended closing at 10.20pm..

Everyone were sitting at the front chatting..

But we separated into our groups..

Me, Hubby & Fizah sat at the 500+ table..

Kak Su, Bai, Kak Mi sat at the 100+ table..

Jayan & zandra sat at the 300+ table..

Hahaha...

Now i'm playing my cafe world..

Faizal is not working today.. Cause he got some school aerospace thingy..

At changi..He will be working on Tuesday..

MY PLAN:

22 March- Get My School Bag

7 April- Get My Everlast Pumps For School!

14 March- Having A family Outing

I SO MUST GET THAT EVERLAST PUMPS..

It's so nice! I LIKE! hehehe...

Its cost around $50 if i'm not wrong..

Wearing that for school! (:

Shud i buy that handbag at Vivocity? Its cost around $60..

Hmm.. since i manage to buy that $99 MP3..

Meybe i Should buy that handbag.. But wait!..

I'm going to be damn busy & won't be going out that often..

Hmm...

2010-02-04T22:51:00.004+08:00

Hey blog!

I won the DELICIOUS PATHETIC CONTEST..

Got a voucher for 2 with free flow soft drinks at SEOUL GARDEN..

Planing to go with family but.. everyone is damn busy with work including me ):

Den mum say go with faizal since i have a guy..

Still wondering if i should go with him..

Chatting with Hubby right now..

MY NOSE IS DRY!!!

Cause of yesterday's flu ):

Yesterday.. i chatted with Ahmad about school and laptop.

His happy as per normal.. Hahaha!

Reduwan msged me while i'm on the way home just now..

It's been long since i txted hym..

Busy lady! hehehe.. (:

Btw just now at work some called me..

& really make me fucked up!

That guy name was SOLIHIN..

SUCKER!

Pathetic guy..

Nvr mnd whatever..

After work i head down to EVERLAST for a while..

Looked at the shoes.. SUPERB NICE!!!

its cost around $50..

Really worth it!

Planing to buy it for school but need to look through my budget first.. hehehe..

GTG!

2010-02-03T00:03:00.003+08:00

So here I am blogging late at this hour (:

I've reached level 8 for my cafe world!

Cafe: Iffah Ihua's Cafe!

Coolie right.. Hahaha! (:

Hubby will not be online ):

Saded ):

Chatting with hubby on the phone now!

So boring ):

2010-02-02T22:15:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

YES!!! I'm off tomorrow..

I'm having trouble logging into FACEBOOK!

DAMN!

Thursday will be ending work at 5pm..

As i need to go for tuition..

Damn busy ): haix..

Soon school is going to start soon ):

Yes! i manage to get into my cafe world! hehe.. so happy & lucky my roasted chicken is still on good condition!

GTG!

2010-02-01T21:08:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

So here am i again updating this blog of mine..

I'm actually busy playing my cafe world..

Damn! My dish is going to b ready at 11.30am tomorrow if i'm not wrong..

How am i supposed to serve it?

Haix ):

Now i'm short of $$ in my cafe world ):

Never mind.. It's just a game.. hahaha..

Maybe I should ask hubby for help (:

Hahaha.. THE EVIL ME!

Now i'm trying to make as many dishes as possible (:

Hahaha.. Hubby have not txted me yet.. His still in school i guess..

I'm so into this game thanks to hubby..

Hahaha..

Mum asked me about my hair..

Whan i'm cutting it..

Most probably next week.. not forgetting, i'm rebonding my fringe maybe (:

I'm so going to say goodbye to my long hair ):

But think on the brightside.. A new healthier hair will grow (:

*SMILES* (:

2010-02-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

Hey blog (:

I'm off today as per normal (:

Playing cafe world.. hehe...

Yesterdat at work i did ordertaker & busser..

Yeah right,, Ordertaker again? -.-

What can i say.. I'm assign with that job..

Tomorrow i'm working till 5pm with hubby,, then head down to BP to teach tuition..

Wednesday i'm off again.. Thursday working till 5pm again then head to BP to teach again..

OMG!! I'm getting damn busy with work & tuition..

Teaching at 2 places.. I hope i can manage (:

& i know i will (:

Pay will be in soon.. Need to buy Sandal & Pumps for school..

Told mum about it & she say ok..

Hehehe.. Its my pay, she will definitely give the GREEN LIGHT!

The MP3 that i bought for $99.. She didn't scold me at all (:

Since i use my pay..

Today is like FEB!!

Its superb fast.. Can't believe it.. Soon school will start ):

No more working i guess but tuition will still be on for both places (:

No one is at home,, Dad & mum went out..

Hidayat is at school.. Sis at out hen head to work..

As for me, i will be out at around 2.30 or 3..

Now i'm listening to my mp3 & updating this blog of mine..

Now heading back to my cafe.. HAHAHA..

TRUST

I can't seem to have my fullest trust for you..

I, myself am not sure why i am having this attitude..

I have told you many times that i'm too afraid.. Maybe that is why i'm having this feeling..

It's just not me.. IFFAH!! WAKE UP!!!

I've been hurt too many times.. I'm sorry..

But i have to say this:

NEVER WILL I TRUST THE GUYS IN THIS WORLD!

Each individual is different i know.. But I can't bring myself together to go through it again..

No matter how sincere that person is.. )':

I'm sorry )':

I'm crying alone deep inside )':

No one knows how exactly i feel.. You maybe thinking some weird motive to hit me.. But I'm sorry there's always a limit to it.. Once i'm uneasy about it.. You will know what you will get..

I don't care if are hurt by my words or whatsoever..

Why can't i hurt you but you can hut me.. Why?!

I maybe nice when you're nice at me..

If you're not.. I'm sorry but my respect for you ends there..

GET IT!!!

P.S.: THERE"S A LIMIT FOR EVERYTHING!

2010-01-30T10:27:00.003+08:00

Hey blog,,

So yeah..I'm rotting at home right now.. Haha..

Going to work at 1.45pm since i start at 3pm..

Sadly i'm starting work alone ):

So yesterday something bad happen at work.. I shall not elaborate..

Btw,, i took order for like 2 days!!

OMG! Haha.. But everything went smoothly until 9.30pm..

Something else happen..

Freaking pissed me off! ARGH!!

I've not been doing for like freaking 1 week!

But we all still have to play a part in bussing (:

Have you heard of the IPAD thingy?

Facebook is damn slow to load ):

P.S.: You Make Me Happy The Way I Want It!

P.S.: Why Are You Still Waiting?!

2010-01-29T09:25:00.005+08:00

Hey blog..

HOROSCOPE FOR THE DAY!

There will be a lot going on today, especially on the job scene, Pisces. You may find yourself dealing with contentious people or situations, but rather than join in on the drama, you need to close the door on the outside world and focus on the inner. You can use meditation, prayer, trance, or just let go of all that drama for a moment or two. Doing so may give you the experience of the voice within, and chances are good that it's inspiring you to move in the direction that's right for you.

How are things going on? smoothly?

As for me things are going smoothly.. at work it seems like my schedule is wae different from my frineds.. Just like today..

They will be working from 12-5pm and i'm working from 5-10pm..

Isn't that weird..

Last tues i work from 12-10pm and they work from 12-5pm..

Sun is pay day!

I so can't wait..

I have already calculate.. an estimation of 300+ i will receive..

It's only 9.30am..

Ouh yeah! i have to search for Ryan's songs.. & will be heading down to Mkbusu house to hand over Iqah's MP3..

I feel as if my LIFE is changing for the better!

& I LOVE IT!

Everithing seems to be different..

& a new education route that i will go through..

IN PoLY LIFE!! i'm definitely going to do my best in evry single thing..

& i want my result to be way better than my Sec or even pri skul life!

I'M GOING TO MAKE MY FAMILY PROUD..

Some people say RP i snot good..

I'm going to prove them wrong..

Everywhere u go.. education will be taken in..

No matter where u study or even your surroundings (:

2010-01-27T10:42:00.004+08:00

Hey blog!

So i got up at 9am..

Look at my phone msg.. & there is 5 freaking msges..

A lot kan! 4 is from my friends.. & 1 is from the MOE!

(: (:

Now msging with Hyatt about the cos she wanted..

She got into RP but its not in her choice.. Just like the way Sue got into RP..

I told her the chances of her getting into SP & into the cos that she wanted is very slim..

Not forgetting i'm chatting with Amalina(Wellington) & Syawal..

Amalina going ite.. Accountantcy

Its good tat she like that cos.. At least she enjoys it (:

As for me! I GOT INTO THE COS I WANTED!!!!!

PHARMACEUTICAL SCIENCES!!! YES UH!!!!

Its at RP!!

Same school as Sue..

The great thing is:

1. I have been skuling at the same skul with Sue for 4 years.. & now is also the same skul with her again (:

2. Many of my outside friends are in RP..

3. My RP friends are happy the i'm going RP.. -.- HAHA!!

4. I got into the cost i badly wanted (:

Now i'm downloading songs for Shafika..

Its only 11.30am ):

I think hubby is still asleep or already getting ready for work??

Haha.. I'm happy with my posting!!!

& my mission to make mum proud is a success!

Next mission is to go University!

YES!! gtg (:

2010-01-27T00:21:00.002+08:00

Sadness ):

Only i know how i feel deep inside ):

Update tomorrow ):

2010-01-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

SINCERITY!

Am i being too nice to the people around me?

Maybe its a yes!

AKU KWN KAU DGN IKHLAS AND NIE YG AKU DPT..

Kau klau tk suke aku.. bley blg depan2 pe.. tkyah nk sembunyi2..

Aku treat kau dgn ihklas deb nie balasan kau pada aku..

SIAL UH!

Kau! prangai mcm SIAL!..

Aku tk sepatot nyer kwn dgn kau in the 1st place...

Aku da masak uh dgn betina yg prangai ginie..

Kau nk play games dgn aku.. main uh..

END UP SATU HARI AKU TAU JUGAK LA SEY!

APA! MENTANG2 AKU DIAM KAU LEY CKP BENDA BUROK PSL AKU UH!

STOP IT EHK WITH THAT ATTITUDE OF YOURS..

AKU TK KECUT LA SIAL!

ADA RAMAI LAGI YG NK KWN DGN AKU.. DGN PENUH IHKLAS LA..

KAU NYER IHKLAS IS BULLSHIT LA SIAL!!!!

KAU BERAMBOS PON BAIK SIAK!

NASIB AKU TK TGK MUKE KAU UH!

2010-01-25T10:18:00.004+08:00

This is me!!! (:

Hey blog,,

So yea.. As you can see.. & i know that you will know that today is my off day (:

Including Wednesday (:

Its is also my off day (:

Cool uh! There will always be 2 off day for me.. & the manager understood why..

Woke up at 9+.. switch on the computer & transfer all the songs (:

Hehe.. I will be using my mp3 today!!! Yipee!!!

Hubby is also off today.. I have no idea why he took off today..

& he will be working straight till sun from 12 till closing..

Sis is working.. Hahaha!! Kecian!

Will be heading for tuition at 2.30pm i guess (:

Chatting with Danial right now.. Hubby? I'm no sure wat he is doing right now..

Must be sleeping.. HAHAHA!!!

Yesterday,, He fetch me from work..

Gave me two choc bar & two gum.. which he bought from Johor..

&& the choc bar besar sey!

Btw nat tagged me in facebook.. the time while i'm with my bangs face..

I look way different sey!

But i like that bangs face.. So cute! mcm prasan la pulak kan..Hehehe

Gtg (:

See ya soon (:

2010-01-24T00:18:00.005+08:00

Hey blog.. Sorry but i can't update now.. I will update on monday since it's my off day (:

Tc (:

Hubby wanted to take his own pic but the sibok me went into the picture.. HEHEHE (:

Can you see his sleepy eyes.. Hehehe

The burok face of Faizal (: Hahaha!

2010-01-22T11:23:00.003+08:00

Hey Blog,,

Can't believe today is my pay.. I've yet to take a look at how much i got...

Hmm.. hope it's sufficient to give an amount to my mum (:

Planing to treat my family on Monday but not sure if everyone is free (:

No one is at home.. Only me..

Chatting with Hubby right now.. He kept pestering me to webcam with him..

Hehe.. He is so cute & handsome! Love him so much!!!

Will be meeting him later with the rest (:

Thank GOD the rain stop.. DoaKu Dikabulkan (:

Mum & dad went out.. Not sure to where they are heading..

Hubby said he is going offline but he is still online?

Weird.. Haha.. He said he will be ironing his clothes.. Hmm...

As for me.. i will iron my clothes at 12.15pm i guess..

Ok mum's back.. hahaha!!!

Gtg (:

2010-01-22T00:20:00.002+08:00

Chatting with Hubby (: Miss Hym So Much!!!

Hubby is sick ): Haix...

Hahaha.. Msn with Hubby (:

2010-01-21T22:22:00.008+08:00

I cant deny i miss this guy badly.. ):

Okey.. i got this photo without him knowing.. hehehe..

Told hym about it (:

Hey blog,,

Faizal is having some personal prob.. Which i can't share it here...

It's between me n him..

Guess wat! Yesterday that bastard txt me...

Texted me in a VERI nice and pleasant way.. But too bad my heart belong to Hubby alone (:

He want to patch with me.. WTH!!!

No way la sey.. Nvr will i fall for his words..

Words which is full of incomplete promises...

Who would ever wanna trust him again...

Whoever trust him must be blind..

Hubby:

I miss you badly sey ):

Haix.. Only my heart knows how i really feel..

Sometimes,, i wonder is this for real or Your just the same like the others..

I try not to think bad about you.. But maybe i'm just too scared to fall in that lane again..

I hope you get what i mean.. I don:t wanna fall in that lane ever.. please ):

I have had enough.. If i were to go through it again.. I don't think i will ever trust guys again.. EVER!

The pain in my heart is yet to be heal.. I'm trying my best to heal it ASAP.. With your help (:

I hope you will understand me & accept me for who i am (:

I just wanna feel appreciated by you.. The worst thing ever that happen to me is that they don't appreciate me.. & they even talk rudely to as if i'm not special to them..

I know i'm a fool.. But that doesn't meant i don't have feeling like the way the other girls have..

I'm also an ordinary girl who wants to be love and feel treasured..

But its still not coming to me..

I feel like giving up sometimes.. Am i really that useless?

I know i may look like 14 but i'm matured enuf to feel the way others are being loved..

P.S.: Hope you would not do the same thing to me cause i can't bear to go through it again ):

2010-01-21T11:48:00.004+08:00

Yea.. So This is Faizal.. Using my Phone to take his pic.. Case tgh boring.. HAHAHA!!!

Hey blog (:

How's everything going?

As for me its fine (:

Just uplaod my pic with hubby on facebook..

Only 2 pic.. Hahaha.. Pathetic kan..

This above pic- he was the one taking his own pic.. i was sitting beside hym with a boring face..

Hahaha!!

Sowie for the late continuation..

Hahaha.. i was discusing about an outing next wed (:

Hehehe.. will be heading to Marina Square.. just a class gathering to play bowling n catch up with one another updates (:

About work and Ect..

Tomorrow maybe going out with roy, amy n hubby..

Still not confrm yet.. But hubby need to go off early since he is going johor tomorrow (:

With his parents..

Guess wat!! his lesen bike n car kena revoke.. WTH kan..

Sad sey ):

2010-01-20T22:28:00.003+08:00

Some people bler da kasi muke,, Naik kepale..

Ehk,, aku nk ada privacy aku pon tkley ke?

Aku pon nk ada aku nyer own tyme dgn guy aku

Mk aku tk ckp pape pon.. Lgk pon she know aku kuar dgn dier..

Nta2 kau tu yg lack kasih sayang kot...

Asyik gadoh jek.. Hahaha!!!

Aku malas uh nk lyn pranagi org ginie..

Aku dgn hal aku,, kau dgn hal kau...

&& bler keje.. keje..

No the outside stuff ok.. Hahaha..

Prangai childish..

Haha.. (:

P.S.: You Know Who You Are!

2010-01-20T12:14:00.004+08:00

Ok I'm bored..

So i decided to update my blog again..

Hubby was on9 but he off9 after a while..

The pic below was blur thanks to Hubby's phone..

I just finished sweeping the whole house and masak nasi.. (:

Hubby went on9 and i guess he txted me but i didn't reply..

That's why he went on9...

So sowie cause i'm using my memory card & i need to switch off my phone..

My Fault ):

Hmm.. gtg.. See ya soon (:

2010-01-20T11:24:00.001+08:00

This was like during the cos,, Hubby took the pic (:

2010-01-20T11:09:00.004+08:00

Hey blog,,

So dad & mum just went out.. hehe..

I'm alone at home again!

Going to cook nasi later & sweep the floor!

Why the hell am i so rajin to day? Hmm...

Maybe since it's my off day.. Hahahaha..

Mum got to know that me & Faizal are together...

But she didn't say anything but kacau..

Hahaha..

Me & mum are ok (:

Yesterday, went to hougang..

Thought that we have to work but instead me attended a cos..

It was fun... & relaxing..

We were separated into groups of 4-5..

My groups are Ryan,Fizah & hubby..

Had great fun!

Then after the cos ended, Me, hubby, Roy, Amy, Reen, & Fizah head to Vivo..

Went there & eat.. share with hubby..

Then Reen & fizah went to the top..

We tried finding them but no result..

So we sat in front of the Carnivore..

Got a msg from Reen saying they're going home since Fizah's guy is sending them home..

So i was like.. Hmm.. ok then.. ):

Got home about 2 min before 12..

Mum was angry.. But she calm down after that..

I will never ever go home at 12 again..

I just don't like it.. It's too late for me..

But if it's working day, then i'm fine with it..

I'm teaching tuition tomorrow instead of today..

Can relax at home and watch TV.. (:

Pix will be uploaded (:

P.S.: Putting Up A Smile (:

2010-01-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

Its like 9.20pm and i'm freaking sleepy!
Just now when to teach.. it went smoothly..
Need to get up at 6.45am tomorrow cause need to head down to Tamp & Hougang..
Sleepy la sey!
Haix.. ):
Hubby texted me just now..
Msg2 den we went silent.. Best kan..
Den i went on9 he was on9 but suddenly of9..
I guess his otw home.. (:
I need my sleep badly..
I'm like following hubby.. keep complaining of being sleepy..
Hahahaha!!!

P.S.: Hope That We Will Last Long (:

2010-01-18T11:39:00.006+08:00

Hey blog!!!

So as you can see today is my off day! YES UH!!

&& not to forget wednesday,thursday & friday is also my off day!!

Hahaha.. Due to the renovation at my workplace (:

No one is at nome )':

I'm all alone at home..

Hidayat is at school, Sis is at work, Mum & Dad went out to eat...

& as for me, I will be out at 2.45pm..

What a busy gurl i am..

No one to chat with ):

Last night talked to hubby on the phone.. From 1+ till 3+..

Nice right.. & i woke up at 11.30am..

Hahaha.. Talked to hubby about a lot of stuff (:

He kept complaining that his hungry.. He is a heavy eater (:

Haha.. Love hubby!!!

Hubby!!! I wanna go out! )':

I wanna that mp3 player!! & not to forget my phone screen protector!

Hubby wants to buy psp3 when the pay is in.. Hahaha..

& guess what.. I have to follow him to his check up in Feb!

So have to ask for off from work )':

Wait! so how am i suppose to teach tuition?

Hmmm.. I think the check up shouldn't take long (:

Today hubby went to sent his parents to work.. then his off to inspect the car..

Then off to put the car at his dad's workplace..

So good that he can drive a car.. Jealous la sey!

Yesterday, reached home at 12.10am..

Dad was watching tv..

BIGGEST LOSER!!

Went to heat up the PIZZA!! & eat..

I ate a lot yesterday..

Went to ate noodles n 3 slice of pizza..

OMG! tomorrow need to get up extra early to meet the rest at Tamp..

As you know, we need to head down to Hougang outlet for our training..

Will be going out at around 8am i guess.. (:

A lot of people are getting the information fast..

Isaac, Tina, Lulu..

OMG! hubby was saying..

If dorg kacau uat bodoh jek.. Nnt bler dorg da penat dorg diam..

So i can say nothing since thats what hubby told me..

Hubby didn't came to work yesterday..

& i have to replace him & be the CSR..

Thx ehk syg!..

Kind of * up with hubby yesterday..

But as night falls everything was back to normal (:

What a long post.. haha i'm bored actually..

& you n me need a lot of catching up with each other..

I have been busy lately due to work..

& have no time to post such a long story..

But today i did it..

At least i did tell you how's my guy, how's my life & how's work (:

Hold on! I have not told you about my new life!!

Hehehe..

My new life is great with HUBBY!!

Hehe.. Thx to him, he makes me smile everyday..

Ok best! WTH!! my msn gone..

Need to tell ayah when he reached home (:

Now i'm using ebuddy.. SHIT!

Ok back to story..

Yesterday, he went to fetch me from work since we have to clean lots of stuff (:

Actually we decided to meet today but.. We both pokai, So we plan to go out on Friday instead..

So he will be accompnying me to buy my mp3! Hehe

If i'm not working on that day...

Hehe.. I think that's all for now (:

P.S.: When There's You, There's Always Me! (:

2010-01-17T01:18:00.003+08:00

Hey readers..

Work was a disaster.. after 1 problem came, another 1 came along..
Damn!
First was the customer, then the manager..
Wth sey! haix..
Superb mangkok right now sey..
Lucky met Fad and Yasmin..
Thx guys!! So called a taxi using my phone since i'm using bill..
So my pay will be abit more expensive this mnth.. Which is around $40 i guess..
Faizal walk home since his house is near..
He was damn worried.. Haix..
BTW!! GUESS WAT!!! I'm Attached with someone special (:
For me to know & for you to find out (:
Msged Zal when i got home.. but i think his busy thats why he never reply my msg..
Understandable.. Yesterday was great! went out with fizah after tuition (:
FUN!!! Zal & Fizah plan another outing but its not confirm yet..
So i'm waiting for my pay to enjoy..
Which is next for week (:
I soo want to buy that MP3!!!!

HUBBY!!!! Baby mish Hubby!!! (:

2010-01-15T11:41:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,,

So yesterday.. Thanks to FAIZAL.. I have to serve drink..
Thanks ehk.. =.=
Work was okey.. Not that much customers..
Guess what!! Rafi's Bro ate at Pizza Hut yesterday!
Haha.. Now so called chating to hym through facebook using comments..
Weird kan.. Hahaha
Haha.. Met him for the first time sey (:
Yesterday I got to know that sue was attached.. SHOCKING!!!!
I'm so happy for her..
Time checked is at 12pm sharp!
Another 2 hours and im off to teach tuition (:
Nxe week Monday i'm off again! Need to teach tuition again (:
Hehe.. What an occupied Life i have... BUT! Its fun! and I love it!
Hehe (:

Hougang mall?? Hmm.. thinking of how to get there..
Jauh kan! haix.. What to do.. it's for trainning..
Now chatting with Nik on msn..
It's been ages since my msn with my bestie (:
He is one of my bestie (:
NIK! jangan kembang.. hahahaha!!!
Amy is like bathing preparing to get to work.. Hahaha..
So yea.. No one calls hym Amy except the family (: hehehe
WTH!! I'm tired.. kind of (:
Woke up at 10.30am.. Damn late la sey..
Usually i will be up at 9am ..
Hmm.. So kakak & hidayat is not home.. I'm alone.. Using this comp!!
YES UH!!!
I think when i'm out, mum will be using this comp next.. Hahaha
I WANT THAT MP3!!!!!! I so can't wait for it (:

P.S.: The Cheerful Iffah Is Back!!!!!! * SMILES (:

2010-01-14T12:21:00.004+08:00

Hey readers,,

How's everything? perfect?
As for me.. it's normal.. Nothing special..
Hotmail & facebook are getting on my nerves.. Seriously..
I will be going for work at 3.30pm..
No one's at home ):
Tomorrow is my off day!!! YES UH!

WORK!

Work is normal.. Today fizah is off..
So will be working with Roy.. Hope nothing goes wrong later (:
So i kind of like contacting one of the staff..
Name: FAIZAL.. =.=
So yea.. We are friends..(FOR MORE DETAILS DON'T ASK !) (:
-NOTHING MORE- (:
Its for me to know & for you to find out (:
My pay is like next week!!
I'm so happy (:
I can grab that Sony MP3!
Then i wanna watch TOOTHFAIRY!!!!!
Okey Iffah! STOP IT!
Haha.. (:
That's what happens when my GLER SUDAH DATANG!

GTG!! (:
P.S.: We Shall Not Reveal It!!! (:

2010-01-11T23:21:00.003+08:00

Hey blog,,

Just wanna update about my result day..
Its was OKEY..
Not that good but i'm still proud of myself cause i got the points..
At least i did my best i got 24 (:
Still applicable to go to poly (:
So like what i expected almost all my choices are pharmacy n sciences (:
I got my result and i criead at first but mum scolded me for crying.. haha..
So i stop crying.. hehehe
At least mum understand how i feel (:
At 9pm just now,, applied online and have already submited my choices..
Still waiting for the result for school..
So everyone is happy with my result.. SO AM I!!!!!
Hehe..
Gtg.. (: tc

2010-01-11T12:15:00.004+08:00

Hey blog..

Morning (: Hehe..
I'm getting ready soon to go to school again (:
Hope my aim is accomplish..
*PRAYING HARD..
So early morning,,urmm not that early..
At around 11 i woke up went online using HP..
then fiazal gave me a msg.. asking if i pass or not..
I was like WTH..
The result is not out yet la dey..
Haha.. Yesterday husain kept miss calling me while i was doing closing..
It really irritates me sey..
So i need to change my tagboard but not now cause i'm damn busy with many things..
Tomorrow i'm working but not sure what time..
I forget to check my schedule..
Damn! How can i forget such an important thing..

Gtg.. going to get ready for school (:

2010-01-11T00:49:00.003+08:00

Hey blog.. so here i am..
Blogging late at this hour..
Today is the day!!!
OMG!!! THE RESULT!!
But whatever the result is.. all i know is that i did my 110% very best.. (:
I'm still praying hard that it will be <15 points..
Another 13 hours to go (:
But the thing is i'm not that scared but i'm kind of abit confident (:
But cannot melebihkan.. hehehe
Nnt ada balasan nyer..

Btw sorry for not updating for like 2 days..
I've been busy lately.. Friday had to extend work till 10pm..
So didn't manage to update my blog.. Saded ):
Now its late at night n i'm still in my work uniform but still have not change..
Ok.. My mum just came out of the room to chech what we are doing.. hehe
Work was ok.. Quite fun..
Abit boring ): Got to know Faizal..
An old worker over there..
Old as in not age but the duration of the work month..
Hehe.. He was online just now but his comp lack so he said anything txt hym..
Haha.. case da giler..
He kept disturbing me at work.. then borrowed my pen to take order..
Then while doing closing.. last2 part he help out..
Hmm.. then Faiz came to work.. His gurl dtg tmpat keje to eat..
Didn't saw her face (:

Gtg blog.. tc (:

2010-01-09T02:02:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

Haix.. I'm feeling down right now.. Not sure why..
But while i was in the cab just now..
Suddenly he came to my mind..
Why am i always thinking of him?
I want you out of my mind please..
I don't want to feel this pain inside me..
Can you get out of my life?
But before that may i know what's your motive in the first place trying to get my heart?
After you left me,, i have difficulties trusting guys..
Do you know that..
You once told me that i should not trust guys..
So that means your included..
& you said that husain was a dog..
Btw before you say people..you look yourself in the mirror..
YOUR A DOG TOO!!!
I can;t deny that its hard for my heart to know that you have another gurl..
Haix.. am i not good enough? If i knew this were to happen i should have not confessed to you..
I'm really embarrassed..
But it have happen.. i can't rewind the time right?
Haix..

P.S.: WHY ARE YOU DOING THE TO ME *A?

2010-01-08T00:23:00.003+08:00

Hey blog (:

How's everything? fine?
Haha.. As for me I'M SO LOVING MY LIFE!!!!
So work was fine (:
Everything went smoothly as per normal..
Went for my jab.. tot it will DAMN painful but it's not (:
then strted work as buseer.. But when dinner came..
I had to cahnge to serving soup and making the utensils..
Thaib was serving food.. so he was my partner for the day.. HAHAHA
I'm kind of getting irritated by Bashir..
SUCKER! Hahaha
Then out of the blue.. Is txted me..
WTH!! He was talking nonsense..
So layan kan jek.. (:
Gtg (: tc people.. I'm working from 12pm-5pm today ):
Muaks (:

2010-01-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hey blog..

So here i am updating this blog of mine (:
Okey i've changed the blogskin.. n its not that ok..
Kind of weird the colourings (:
Went ot teach.. haha planned to start at 3pm but late by 15 mins..
So manage to finish at 5.15pm..
Sat down waited for Su.. But i was abit late (:
Teach them Amaths..
At least they know the basic concept (:
So tomorrow i'm working alone ):
Roy and Fizah are off.. ):
So i'm aloner ): I can't cannot go to work..
Its my job after all.. so no matter what happens.. i have to turn up ):
Taking my jab on my own Tomorrow..
Going out of the house at around 10.30am i guess or earlier..
Now msging Azuwan (: Talking about tomorrow ): and result..
I'm SUPERB scared!!!!!!!
Haha.. mak busu is texting me right now (:
And Chatting with NIK!! haha.. NIK!! RINDU AKU KAT KAU!!!
Haha..as a friend (:
Stupid me went to msg hym just now!!
IFFAH!!! YOU HAVE TO STOP MSGING HYM!!! CAUSE HE FINDS YOU IRRITATING!!!!

2010-01-06T12:49:00.004+08:00

Hey blog,,

I so need to tell you this!!!
O level result is on MONDAY!!!
My heart is beating super fast..
I hope my hard work is paid off with excellent results (:
So today is my off day (:
Heading to mk busu house later to teach then to Sunplaza to teach oso ):
What a good off day for me ):
Full of work every single day ):
As for monday.. after getting result i will be heading home,, Apply the courses,,
Then head down to teach (:
Nice schedule huh (:
Full of teaching and working (:
Early in the morning i received around
8 msges in my phone (:
Alot right? (: hehe

YESTERDAY (: (work!)
Yesterday wor was okey.. relaxing since i'm doing soup (:
Was supposed to do drinks.. but someone went to change it
A few minutes after serving soup.. manager called me to learn how to take orders..
WTH kan... Juat work and strted learning 3 things already..
Now im only left to learn how to do bar (:
Busser,Soup,Orders.. All checked (:

FEELINGS (:
So yesterday was the so called worst ever communicating day for me..
2 nonsensical.. sorry i don't know how to spell that word.. (:
Since my English is quite bad ):
They start their nonsense again.. But i just ignore them..
No way am i going to fall for them..
They are my friends and nothing more (:
Anyway.. i just can't hurt myself again..
I want my heal to heal first before taking the next step.. or NEVER!
It's so easy for people to hurt me and it takes years for me to heal it (:
So maybe i'm not finding and let GOD do it (:
I can't deny that its hard for me to forget that person..
Will it be okey if i secretly love hym?

P.S.: Can i lock you up in my heart? ):

2010-01-05T22:07:00.001+08:00

BEST AKU DA UPDATE..
Comp lag..
Aku refresh.. SEME HILANG.. BEST PER!!!

2010-01-04T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hey readers,,

So here i am blogging again..
Being myself is the BEST!
I soo love it (:
So chatting with nik and hamzah..
Haha.. they make my day (:
Okey.. So here it is..
Tomorrow is the 5 of JANUARY..
&& Its a new start of new day!!!
New lyfe!!!
Haha.. i can't wait for the surprises waiting for me (:
Tc peeps (:

2010-01-04T12:01:00.004+08:00

Hey blog..

How's everything doing?
Fine? Yesterdaywas not my day ):
Cause of sum stupid, idiotic reason..
Went home straight after work as i need to prepare for my 2nd work..
Which is tuition..
Damn jam pack with lots of things in mind..
Later heading to workplace to give manager simething.. and gatting my jab later..
I hope its not painful ):
Everything is not the way i wan it to be ):
But nevertheless i'm willing to make it change..
No matter how hard it is..
Cause i'm still finding the cheerful iffah i used to kne inside me (:

gtg (:

2010-01-03T10:32:00.003+08:00

Hey blog,,

How have you been? Must a fun day for you..
Hehe.. I'm kind of having a hard tyme right now..
With work,tuition and even my own space of tyme..
Haix.. how i wish i can be alone walking at town..
Going shopping on my own where no one can stop me from shopping..
As pernrmal reach late yesterday from work..
Took taxi.. i hope today will be home fast and can sleep..
Since tomorrow is my offf day..
Yesterday work was not tat okey due to some reason..
Today taking jab at Tampines.. I hope its not painful..

PREPARING FOR WORK!
WHile preparing for work yesterday..
A txted me.. so i was kind of like NOT IN THE TYME TO MSG..
So i txt hym a quick msg and buzz of to get ready for work..
Phone kept on ringing but i ignore it..
So to everyone.. While im getting ready for work please hold on to ur msges (:
After getting ready for work..Texted A for a while.. then off to start my shift (:
I'm sorry but i'm very busy this few days.. i hope you understand my situation..

MAKING IT CLEAR!
I've makde up my choice to be happy no matter what happens..
I don't wanna be a sad gurl where there's no smile on my face..
I'm not that person that you've guys have seen before..
When there's hurt in me, please don't worry about it..
I'm the one going through it..
I don't want the people around me to be affected..
& to that someone..
I kne its shocking for you to received that msg.. but i kne its better that we are frens..
& i don't want that msg to affect our friendship..
I kne where i stand.. So let it be that way.. I kne there's sumone else in your heart im really sowie to interfere in..
So i hope you just forget about that msg.. (:
Don't worry i'm happy the way i am (:
Staying friends is better right? (:
Haha.. STAY HAPPY MY FRIEND! (:

P.S.: Only I know how it feels..I don't wish to go through it again.. im sorry ):

2010-01-02T11:10:00.004+08:00

Hey blog (:

Sowie for not updating for like 2 days..
&& yeah.. i have been buzy lately.. kpt finishing work till closing..
Tiring and fun!
Kak SU! you rock la! (:
She make my day yesterday..With lots of laughter and jokes..
Nizam kau pon kaki borak ehk (:
So met Is for the second tyme.. Still can't stop disturbing me (;
Haha.. dier pon gerek..
Yesterday having break alone and out of the blue he joined me for break..
Talk about his lyfe and school
His in TP and a third year student..
Yesterday fizah went home early for some reason..
So me and Roy did closing for the shakers and chilli sauce.. (:
Sit, sit, sit && talk, talk, talk..
Chatting with Romie rite now (:
So Romie gave me his new num (:

12.00AM (Yesterday!)
At last! i sent out that msg.. but sadly..
No reply returns.. haix ):
I feel like just giving up ad be friends and nothing more..
Maybe tats the best solution..
As to not affect our friendship..
Im truly sorry for whatever might happen to you or to me..
I didn't meant to affect you or myself..
But at least i let it all out.. ):
All the best to you and to me (:
Tc my friend (:

Today (:

So im working today from 4pm till closing (:
I hope it will go smoothly (:
Later going to photocopy my posb and ic..
Maybe tomorrow going for the injection..
Haha.. but the side effect is.. it might come down with a fever ):
Tat's the bad part lar ):
Haha.. but its okey.. Since its the procedure for the job (:
Thats all for todaY..
shall update when Im' free again (:
Tc blog.. muaks..

P.S.: I may feel hurt but i want you to be happy.. You don't have to worry about me.. ):

2009-12-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,,

Tomorrow till Sunday is going to be a hard day fro me ):
Working till closing.. haix..
I hope it will be cool since my voice is returning back to me (:

I feel that it is not weird between us..
But you are the one making it weird..
You get what i mean? You're not yourself lately..
& im not sure why..
I wanna know but i can't cause i'm no one to you..
Im not your gurl,Im not your ex,Im not your cousin & etc..
But.. Why must you be that way? Its very different now..
& i can feel it's damn weird..
But who cares,, that is what i say to my friends cause i like the way i am now.. and i hope your happy too..
It's not that i don't care but when the weridness part.. it seriously is bothering me..
Nvr mnd.. Haix..
TC.. MuakX ):

2009-12-29T23:04:00.004+08:00

My Favourite picture..

Hidayat's cap (:

Hidayat's turn to bowl (:

Our bowling shoes.. Hehehe (:

Its ME (:

The Ladies (:

2009-12-29T22:33:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,,

So its been two days i think tat i've not update my blog..
Sorry but i have been busy lately.. due to work..
Working for 10 hours a day ):
&& tomorrow i'm off BUt i have to teach tuition.. so it's a half-half work and off day (:
So.. thurs schedule is 12pm to 10pm.. same as on friday..
And for Sat and Sun is from 4pm to 10pm..
Its till closing ):
Haix.. what can i do.. it's working day ):
If only someone will be able to fetch me..
And i really meant that sumone..
His been gone for days.. and no news about him..
Got some opinions from inah..
Haix.. I think it's better to be free (:

So at work met new people.. and they are superb great n friendly (:
Mostly talk to the malay stuff..
Those in the kitchen,the bar & the utensils area (:
got to know this 2 kakak and they know me in advance,, Ryan(Philipines),Khai,Fadli,& this 1 malay luk like mixture skin guy..
Fadli is cute to me (:
Ryan is non -stop toking about *UC*!!! hahaha
Haha.. Its fun talking to them (:
Since i totally lost my voice today.. i have difficulties handling the customer just now ):
But its okey.. Its over.. Lats 1 hour.. head down to kitchen to get the dishes done.. since its all chunk there and they are in nid of plates and utensils..
Me & fizah did the dishes..
Den out of the blue.. The bosss came..
WTH kan!!! haha.. around 10mins left this mixture skin luking guy came in and did the dishes.. and he ask us to rest or do something..
But we told him we're ending work soon.. then he say go and rest.. instead we lepak in the kitchen and he talk2 with me..About school and result (:
Then went we were about to go home this mkck ask us if we had our break a not but we didn't have our break so she ask us to eat since its free (:
so we took our break first..lek2 chit chat.. then head home (:
Im off tomorrow (: YIPEE!

2009-12-29T00:25:00.003+08:00

I SHUDN'T HAVE LOVE YOU,
I SHUDN'T HAVE TXT YOU,
I SHUDN'T TALKED TO YOU!!
EVER!
HAIX ):

2009-12-27T13:00:00.003+08:00

Having a fun time taking lots of pix! (:

This picture is my favourite!!!! (:

Im so in love in taking pictures (:

So as you can see.. me,family went to sentosa on 25 December 2009 which is Christmas day (:

Despite of the crowd.. Did have lots of fun with my cousin INAH!..

Woke up at 8.00 am plus.. Leave the house exact at 11.00am (:

Haha.. More pix on facebook (:

After heading to Sentosa..

Went to eat at BANQUET near Vivocity..

Not forgetting i did my SHOPPING!!

Got my birthay present from Abg Lan in advance!! A T-shirt!!! (:

Den went to find my pumps.. BUT! Mahal n not my type ):

Till now still finding my pumps.. haix ):

Yesterday,, head to GEYLANG to buy mum's stuff..

Obviously ANGLIA (:

I wanted to buy tapi ibu tk kasi ):

Sedih sey ):

Walk2 at JOO CHIAT find my pumps..

But no size.. WTH kan!! I was quite pissed off ):

After buying mum's stuff we head down to BUGIS.. to buy dad's watch..

&& went to find my pumps.. TAPI!!! tkder size again.. * showing the look to mum*

& ouh yeah.. we went to geylang n its was raining heavily went to buy umbrella and my Compact powder (:

Only cost $11..

DAD: Mahal nyer! Tkley beli yg murah2 jek ke?

ME: Nak cantik pe.. bab tu adik beli (:

MUM: Pompan mmg beli barang mahal2 tkley tipu (:

Dad was showing the face to me & mum..

Hahaha.. Kekek (:

I went to buy cmpact cos on Friday.. My cmpact fell and broke into pieces.. ):
At Vivo sumore.. Inah was standing beside me and laughing..

I was like WTH!! IT BROKE ):

Haha.. But its okey.. Got a new one.. And its SILKYGIRL (:

Okey.. Here's the thing..

People are acting weird towards me.. Which is A & Reduwan..

&& its is superb damn weird especially A..

Haha.. I have no idea what is on his mind..

But whatever its is.. Im still being me.. And i like the way i am..

Txted A but tk reply..

And DAMN msg hym at the wrong timing.. OUH SHIT!!!

Still no call ):

Haix.. Had fever yesterday.. And yup! sick again..

But now im fine (: Only coughing..

My throat is dry ):

Heading down to Bottle Tree Village later...

Still not sure if we will be going for the fish spa.. I hope we are going cause i really need to relax my mind ):

Awrite that's all (:

TakeCare

P.S.: BEING MYSELF IS BETTER THAN BEING SOMEONE ELSE (: