Back!
This is my third post for the day (:
So i think i better let it all out right now.. maybe it will make me feel btter..
I hope so..

THE REVEAL:

I can't deny that i feel shcocked when husain txt me for patch..
But when he txt me that msg.. it hurts me again..
The bad memories just rush through my mind..*Repeatedly ):
When i went out with my cousin they shared their story about their own guy respectively..
As for me? I dun quite talk a lot about A..
They were asking to share some story about A..but I just feel that my story is not that great like their's..
But im happy that they are still willing to listen what i have to say..
They were happy that i ignore husain bout the patch tingy..
Listening to their love story is fun.. at the same tyme i feel kind of left out..
Hope you get wat im trying to say..
But they told me not to give up and try even harder..
Guys are ego.. and su said A is also categories in the ego group..
So i have to be patient..
But the main thing is.. I'M REALLY PISSED WITH HUSAIN..
He scolded me.. and in the first place why would he wan a patch?
Don't tell me he wanna play with my feelings again?
I will sae: NO WAY!!! NEVER IN MY LYFE AGAIN WILL YOU EXISTS!
I wanna hym out of my lyfe but i need someone help..
Someone who is willing to hep me go through it..
But i feel that its better i go through it alone..
Without troubling anyone around me..
I WANNA THIS HURT TO BE OUT OF MY LYFE FOREVER!
I'm hoping that i can do it..
Im sure one day it will all be healed..
When we get hurt.. it reallie takes a long time to heal it..
I just wanna a guy who is willing to accept me for who i am and not comparing me with other people or even their EXs..
That's all for now that i shall reveal..


LOVE, iFfah ):
(P.S.: It HurtsMe down Deep!)